> ::: A R E Y O U :::>
*a shopaholic= > Definately!
*a brainiac= > not reali..
*sensitive=> Ok Lar..
*easily hurt=> Depend who hurt me..
*calm= > Not reali..
*quiet=> obviously not!!
*choosy=> shopping will ba.. my money eh!
*active= > nope`
*very shy= > if someone look into my eyes & praise me.. haha!
*confident in yourself= > Yes..Bcoz i have faith in God..
*pretentious= > No!!
*brand-conscious=> Yup
*a good listener= > I want to be one ;p
*easily bored= > No..My life is so fun!!
*daring= > For God sake i will....
*outgoing= > i prefer to stay at hm :)
*jittery= > No lar..
*open-minded= > To a certain extend.. :)
*an only child= > Nope..
*happy at the moment= > which moment? haha.. i have joy in me :)
*wearing anything yellow now=> y ask tis?? but anyway..nope :)
*tired= > mentally tired ba.. tml got test & i'm tired of it.. haha!!
*playing any online games= > nahz
*good at Chess= > haha..wat do u tik??
*tempted by chocolates=> not realli...
*tempted by soft drinks=> yes!! i wan to drink ice lemon tea!! haha
*a couch potato= > nope`
*dark/tan/fair= > tanned :)
*afraid of the dark= > y afraid? too bright cant slp~ hehe
*always freaked= > no lar..
::: D O Y O U ::: >
*play the guitar= > a few songs..
*play the piano= > i wish i could :(
*watch horror movies= > waste money!! if no choice..i will ba..
*like your life= > no!! i dun like my life.. i love my life!! yeah~
*like school= > yes.. but dun like exams & waking up early :)
*like dancing= > eerrr.... i love to watch ppl dance instead.. ;p
*like sweets=> yea~
*have a girlfriend/boyfriend= > single rawks
*like travelling= > depend with who lor..hehe
*own an Xbox= > nope`hai yo.. i rather spent the time & money on other things..
*have a handphone= > of coz!
*like Spongebob Squarepants=> hurray~~!!!! Love it.. :)
*have a tattoo= > nahz... that is so.....disgusting !!
*ride a bike= > yea~
*read Harry Potter= > nahz! watch ba... but dun understand :(
*read alot= > ya of coz.... textbook & bible..
*yell at your siblings= > we are loving de horz... haha!!
*argue with your parents=> when it comes to e issue of my mummy.. *sianz*
*rare any pets= > turtle!! ;)
*feel like quitting this quiz= > eeerrrr.... no.. do so long liao wat..
*love McDonalds= > yes!! only the fries.. with alot of mayos!! arhz~~ cant resist it.. :)
*play basketball= > yes but very rare....
*play badminton= > i love to play but i cant.... if not will landed in hospital again :(
*watch football= > definately no!
*watch Disneychannel= > yes ;) hehe
*like Oreo= > nice~ :) like.. haha
*do the housework= > nah.. lazy + nose sensitive..
*like this quiz=> so-so lor..kinda straight forward..
::: W I L L Y O U ::: >
*get more than 5 piercings= > i already have..
*curse a friend= > wow.. no lar!! i only curse Mr S.A Tan (satan) hahah!!
*hit someone that offended you=> No..i am a gentle gal :) hmm..mayb slap lor..hahaha!(diao) -_-" joke lar..i wun!!
*cheat to win= > No..no point.. win outwardly but a loser inside..
*sacrifice for the one you love= > yes.. of coz!! Jesus is worthy!
*hug a stranger= > paiseh...
*sneak out at night - alone= > for wat?
*join Fear Factor, if there is one in your country= > e money is attractive.. but its too disgusting.. i dun dare.. haha!
*work for Donald Trump if you had a choice=> pls pardon for my "suaku-ness" i duno who on earth he is!! ;)
*marry someone you dislike for 5 million dollars= > my life worth more den money lor.. i wun !
*further your studies overseas=> if can extend God's kingdom.. i will go~ :)
*try summoning a ghost for fun= > i dun blive in ghost
*try alcohol= > y muz try??
*cut your hair - if you're given a choice= tesh~ but muz depend who cut de lar -_-" haha
Hiyeee.... :) Tml is Good friday.. Yup` A Big day ...!! hahaha... talking abt good friday..so funny leh.. i was asking my fren abt the skool activities as i was doing time schedule mah.. den u noe wat she tell me?? "wed is a holiday..yess!!!!" den i ask her.."huh?izzit?y holiday?" she replied"coz its good friday :)" diao~!!!! hahahahha!! [ting:"PLEASE lar!!! if good friday were to be on wed...it would be call as good wednesday liao le lar!!"] hahaha...so diao~ but anyway thanx God for her.. lolx! hmmmm.... my unit fast is coming to an end soon.. thou i haben meet my goals..but i blive that God will do something abt it :) amen! ptsss..... tell u something amazing~i noe how to play majong liao le leh.. haha! in the past..my mummy tried to teach me..& i always catch no ball.. haha! also.....my dmm in west B in e past tried to teach me also..still...i catch no ball~(okie..i admit i am a dumb dumb) haha!! juz now i went to my frenz hse..e twins taught me how to play~i finally catch ball le!! haha! & of coz..made alot of "eye opener" mistakes too~ lolx! hey..i not bad ok!! i won 2 rounds... *blehz* today jurong got sports day.. thats y so early dismiss.. hehe!! its so so so boring!!! except the part when mingshi run..me mentally & physically abuse quan & of coz me acting a lesbian in our 5B video :p *my class has produce a video of our own..now one more,abt idols de..i act as one of e idol's les galfren!! so fun can act as les in e video coz can disturb my frenz!! she will be mentally abuse by me!! hahahaha!!!* 5B very cool... noe wat? other ppl sit in their own house..but our class..none of us wear house t-shirt & we sit together as a class! hahaha!! we call ourself "5b house" blehz..:p very pro..we eat mac at e stadium... (ask outside frenz delivery) other ppl saw liao also stun.. they muz be thinking..(how on earth did they get e mac??) love my class...so steady & cool !! hehe..have been tis class for 3 years liao... tis year suddenly love tis class,mayb all ppl grow big liao.. not as childish le..den very funny class also! proud to be in 5B.. we are a legenary class in jss..coz we broke alot of records..*weewee!!* tchers set high hope on us..but we hack care lar!! but actually i noe... every single person is working hard lor..for our own sake...for our class sake.. wana break record of e O's result..hehe!! mingshi run so fast de...her sis also~!! haha! legenary runner in Jss....when she grad..her sis will take over her..hahaha!! (if u got watch cartoon.... there is a bird that run very fast..b4 it run it will say *beep beep*) rmber?? my "les fren" which is mingshi is known as jss *beep beep* & her sis..*beep beep* number 2!! haha so cute... anyway... its fun yet boring day or rather long day.. haha!! okie okie dun wana write le... i am sianz by wat am i talking abt le.. hahaha!! Byeee~~!!! :)
---Easter is more den juz a holiday!!! Its a day when Jesus rose again & had victory..and also our lives are saved :) my dear Jesus...Wei Da De Jesus....---
something is wrong... something is reali wrong... but wats wrong? i dunno.... but i wish to neo.. i just noe that something is wrong... (eh....i tik if i continue to say "something is wrong" i will be something wrong also!!) hahahaha!! tis kind of feeling is not nice.. dun like it.. feel so lost..duno wat to do.. but i'm glad that i can rely on God :) now... i juz wanna commit everything to God..& i feel so secured.. only in Him..i am secure..God.. be with me!! i reali need God.. walking with God,i always feel so safe.. hehe! amen!! anyay..skool re-open ler.. kinda sian?? but anyway..thats life! :) lotsa hmwk! :( easter is coming!!!! i wan breakthrough!!! anyway, christianity is not abt hitting goals...its abt relationship with God.. :) amen? but hor.... of coz still need to have compassion for ppl lar!!how can u love God when u dun love ppl?? diao~ haha... u noe, e worse thing is to do something that u dun even noe y.. ya? coz i went to my granny's 1st year death aniversary... & its reali alot of chanting... all my cousins cant help it & they begin to chit chat!! haha... & here i am taking photo of myself again! haha!(cant imagine rite? ppl chanting..i am taking photo *post*) hahaha!!den after that they do lots of things or kinda ritual.. when i ask my cousin :"y muz do this??" none of them noe y r they doing wat they are doing... i ask my relatives...none of them noe... wow.. lots of question mark in my head...& i begin to feel like a fool.. haha! doing things that i dun even noe wat on earth am i doing... it feels so terrible ! haha... den i begin to tik... "no wonder ppl fall away & their reason is.."i am too tired..too stress..blah blah.." coz they dun noe e value mah.. & mayb they feel terrible also!! so....as a leader..we need to teach e word of God!!amen!! we gotta noe why we do wat we do!!! if not....wat have u been doing?? diao~ haha..
---BLESSINGS---
`Fall asleep in e bus.... *long journey* & God woke me up!! juz at e rite timing... if not i will miss e stops again!!~
`as usual..so blur... i was waiting for bus *w/o realising that i was at e wrong side of bus stop* but thanx God!! (if i take 240,i muz cross e road to reach hm,if i take 246,i need not to cross e road to reach hm.. but i forget!! i tot that both 240 & 246 are travelling at e same direction) thanx God that He sent 246, if not if 240 come 1st, i will definalty take it & ended up in Jp again!!)
`not punished by tchers~
---God can give me rest...peace that i always wanted..& comfort me.. :)---
---Jesus, i love u lots.......... nv will i leave..nv will i give up...i want to be a overcomer!!noe that when i see e cross, i was reminded that you have the victory...if i follow ur cross...i am not going to fail!!---
hurray~ its a long awaited 1 week holiday :) yuppeee!! hai ya.... i am looking forward to end nov (end of O level!) so...mar hols is nth ba.. hehehehe! i somehow feel this way.. march is a long mth leh... duno y so long le.. still at e 3rd week only !?!!?? some more still got 1.5 weeks more to go..my pocket money gone le..haha... HOMEWORK!!! thats so sickening.. argh~!!!! (heh?how come this post is so....complaing??) hmmm... hehe.. recently has been listening to alot of music.. haha! may it be worldly songs or holy songs..both Got.. hahaa! i will keep singing & singing.. e ppl ard me are so irritated by this..haha! (poor thing) *blehz* tell u... this hols, its so fully packed!! mon to sun...all book le.. haha! but i so happy :) wed i will be watching the passion of the christ! seh... i love it !! thurs: UNIT CG !!!!! u noe wat r we going to do? EAT!! hahaha!! *typical hoppies* eat at sentosa.. beside e sea... *so romantic wor!* wats e term for eating beside e sea? (huh?u duno?dumb dumb..haha) picnic lar!! (i am mad..) anyway.. reali look forward for that!! cant wait to see a spread before my eyes! after that i will going for a concert..planet shackers de.. argh~~!!!!!! i am reali going mad..mad mad mad!!! i love being in the family of God! u too? yes? peeps.. its such a tragic to spend ur life without purpose & meaning... ya? pastor jeff said this..he say that its more suffering to lead a meaningless & purposeless life den to go thru many many tortures.. ppl rather to be beaten den to lead a long long meaningless life.. yup.. i totally agree~ i was wondering if those ppl who lead a meaningless life noe that they are actually suffering? and shuz gave me the ans"yes they noe..." & i agree also! coz b4 i noe God.. i reali tik that life sux.& i tot tat life is suppose to be so torturing.. but i am wrong! i found a purpose le..& i am not going to retreat..:) love my life.. life is not sux..its not.. come join the family of God..u will realise that life reali rawks! bcoz there is joy :)---[psalm 27:14] Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord.------I am not going to give up..i will wait for Him.. no matter wat..at all cost, nv will i leave..dun care wat others tik..wat comes along my ways..will nv retreat.. promise:)---I love u..Jesus!!! The Love of my life..The reason y i live.. i juz wan to be with u..always!!the source of my Strength..source of my Joy.. argh!!!! dun care dun care dun care!!!!! i dun wana care abt anything...all i want is to be with u..!!!
Yoz.. hehe... here i am my update ymy bloggy... yupz.. hmmmmm..... i am simply so excited.. i am very convince that west C is growing.. in process.. got progress le.. slowly i can see e excitment of the ppl le.. gals in west c one told me somthing lidat.."aiya!!i wan juying to have more ppl in caregroup!!!" also some..."hehe...i targeted one gal frm my class le..she might be coming next week!" i also heard their conversations.."eh...tis week bring her leh..together ask her lar?" there is also one gal frm e cg told me that both her sheep & her didnt do sow.. when i heard it i ask her...."so wat are u going to do with this?" she replied.."i will ask my sheep to do sow de..& i will apply it together with her.." hahaha! i am so happy when i hear this.. no doubts that juying will grow coz their attitudes towards winning souls is great! wat abt e other cg? hehe... they are working very very hard.. more importantly.. we are praying very hard! God...!!!! i die die want to see wect C to have breakthru!!! 2 more weeks to end march.. heart poping out le.. cant imagine that day when we do confirmation...... hai yo.. cannot cannot...i am too excited le.. feel like screaming!hahahaha!!!!!!! 25 25 25 25 25 25 25 25 25 25~~!!!!!! hahaha... after hitting 25..when we reach 30..25 will be nth le.. den i will ask for 40!! Diao~is it too far? eh..no hor.. near..very near.. but... pls break 20 to hit 25 first.. lolx! we can do it!! coz we are serious! God is with us..amen!! Thankiew God.. wana see west C to have more leaders too.... God help me! yeah? haha!!! jiayou!
WELCOME TO MY LIFE
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel like out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understand you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do u lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turn up so loud
But no one hears you screaming
No you don’t know wat is like
Nothing feels alright
You don’t know what is like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kick when you’re down
Feel like you’ve been push around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one there to save you
No you don’t know what is like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding
No you don’t know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me….
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you want
you wanted
you never had to work
it was always there
you don’t what is like
what its likeyupz.....i tik this song is meaningful.... y did i asy so? coz tis kind of life do exist.. but nobody wan tis kind of life.. :) coz life is not mean to be lidat.. there is more to life! hehe! look to Jesus..he has e ans..of everything.. if dun wana life to be lidat, look to Jesus! he will give u a life filled with Joy.. ppl who noe Jesus, share this joy to e rest ya?
Hiyeee~~ :) Tell u something funny....i actually consider very long if i should spend my time posting this anot.. haha.. being a person who is "good" in time management..i decided not to post... when i decided to click the "log off" button.. i pause............... *eh?how come tis post exist huh?* haha.. u should noe e rest of e story le hor? (here i am blogging again!!) *heh.... i tot i am suppose to tell u something funny?i dun care ..u muz laugh!!* if reali cannot..den tickle yourself lor..it works!! *Crapping again?* haha! recently arh.. nth much lor.. coz other den common test,its still comon test! feel so sick of it.. oh ya! monday..haha..i mit all my jurong gals.. at a very special place.. (multi-storey carpark!) hehe... i rmber myself placing my accounts paper under my butt to protect it frm *black black* hehe... i pray that this meeting can somehow stir up something in their heart.. :) that very day, i launch my fasting & praying for west C.. tell u the truth,i had faith that 25 in west c will come to pass! coz my gals are serious & they are with me! i rmber myself asking them.. [ting:"are u all going to support me in whatever decision i made? are u with me when i am serious abt e grp growth?"] i told them that there is no need to entertain me.. yes is yes..no is no.. *i was worrying that they actually dun support me but dun dare to say* but at e end the nod their head.. but tis time my doubts has gone, i am convince that they are with me! :) God place them to support me.. i love them all :) after that i went to mit my fren to study... (i took e wrong bus!!) end up she had to fetch me up at e wrong bus stop! (so paiseh...) went to watch basketball match.. West zone champ.. my skool vs unity sec.. my skool lose.. :( i duno y i so sad leh.. but cant deny that unity is indeed strong.. haha.. tell u arh, during e match,my frenz were all screaming lor..like mad.. *i act cool :) * but in my heart i am juz as excited as them :) haha! i always act cool de.. haha! but always fail.. :/ hehe! well...i reali enjoy my life :) tis fasting period.. i noe that my relationship with God is closer le.. and i feel so blessed :) YuppPpEeeeEee!! hey..wana tell u all.. haha! i love my sheep alot.. e love for them is growing day by day.. Jolene-many things happen to her recently..i reali want to be with her at all times! i wan to talk to her when no one talk to her in class.. but thanx God! she got Jesus wit her :) HuiRu-a new leader..going thru some challenges :) thats great! i will go thru with u de :) Jesus is also there for u!! ChuLee-i noe that she has e desire to grow :) sprain her leg recently..*all thanx to Joyce* haha! will grow with her & be her fren :) thanx for my sheep..they are e one who supported me all along! thankiew Jesus!!---BLESSINGS---
`Lost my way (again) when i was going to west prayer meet... thanx God Aaron found me ~---Love Jesus..Love Jolene..Love ChuLee..Love HuiRu..Love ShuZhen..Love West &West C! Love my life.. Love Being in tis family... *Muacks!*---*___No point being discourage / dwell in the failures.. ya?look forward! not backwards! look ahead wat God is going to do... FAITH!![["Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead."]] ____*
Hiyaaa.... :) I finally got a new com le! so cool.. hehehe! *wonder can last how long?* haha! anyway... i have a habit to write down character of God or wat i experience wit God at e end of my day.. hehe! i wana share wat i jot down last mth.. (Feb) *yupppeeee!!!!*
2005 Feb 01 : Jesus Substain me
02 : [PHI 1:6]
03 : Understand e reason y God is doing wat He is doing :)
04 : God always encourage me! i can see hope in HIM!!
05 : Blive God in specific things
06 : God guide me along
07 : God supplies
08 : God's love is amazing!
09 : Jesus is my joy! "Father i noe that where ever i go,u'll be there,even if dun move,u r still there,thanx for being there for me!!"10 : Jesus protected me! :)11 : God is in control12 : God has His plan13 : God's plan overturns human's plan14 : wait.....15 : God can give us rest16 : Father...I love you!!!!17 : Do not hold back18 : God is powerful19 : Word of God is impt!20 : Jesus stays with me :)21 : Jesus is the answer22 : He is very firm in his purpose for me! (not frikered minded)23 : Jesus=Victory ! :)24 : God the creator..God the almighty25 : i Am special in God's eyes!26 : Strach for growth!27 : God longs to communicate with us!28 : there is nth that do not belongs to God.okie..hehe.. thats all for feb.. pray that u can noe more abt God :)---BLESSINGS---`Geog: 19.5/25 ( 1st time pass geog!) thanx God ! really its him...~`Chiense: 45/50.. :) Thanx God...! ~`i am going to hit 25 by end mar !! thanx in advance.. hehe!~---God took ownership of us.. we belong to him :) he bought us not by $$$.... not by anything else.. but with His one and only son's blood... so... need not worry :) He will protect u no matter wat.. coz u are His precious.. yup!---
